Monday, March 28, 2011
This past weekend I went to my last impact weekend and it was very emotional for me. I had to say goodbye to the one thing that would keep me sane when I needed it the most. God would always put me on the right track when I would veer off from my negative surroundings. However, I did realize that that wasn't the reason why God wanted me to be in impact. It wasn't because it was supposed to be something to keep me on track, it was supposed to be kind of like a training camp for the rest of my life. I've been in impact for the past four years, and those four years were to teach me about God's love and will for man so that I could go off to the world and teach everyone else all that I've been taught. I was told about a man who wouldn't put his head to rest on his pillow until he told at least one person about Jesus. That was so inspiring to me and it makes me want to do incredible things for Jesus around the world. I keep getting this thought in my head that Jesus is going to use me for something more, something much bigger than I could ever imagine. This weekend, He filled my heart and sent me out to do His will. I want to come back to impact next year, but I feel that God wants me to move on. I feel like He trusts me to go off to college and be strong in Him. And I'm starting to believe that I'm ready.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
So this whole week has consisted of me going to school and sleeping. I've been so sick and i just don't have any energy. I hardly eat because everything sounds disgusting. In the meantime, my cat has been staring at my wolf wallpaper for hours. Like she's just waiting for one of them to move so she can have a reason to attack them instead of jumping against the wall and looking like an idiot. I don't know what to do with this girl, but I love her and I don't judge...Anyways, I'm off to Arizona this weekend for my last impact trip :( I'm going to make this the best last weekend. I'll record it to go on my DVD for my senior year since I just realized I don't have any real footage of it. Well I'm off to get ready for my last band concert of my high school career. Adios.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Yes, I did steal this from a movie, but when I was thinking of a name, I figured this might be the best way to describe what I hope my blog to be like. I've always thought of starting a blog, but never really had the motivation. But suddenly, I feel like I want to talk about what's going on in my life and share it with whoever wants to to read it. This will probably be the best way to really express myself now that I'm starting my life on my own. I want to tell people my stories and experiences, and I want to come back to this twenty years from now and be able to remember what my life was like. I guess this is more for me than everyone else, but hopefully people do like this and that my life would have some sort of effect on them. This is my walk to remember.